Over the Easter weekend, I pondered on what makes me walk away. I know something is wrong, I feel heavy but I don’t have the chance to really break it down.

I probably spent too much time doom scrolling but often time, I found a jewel here and there. That jewel is this quote:

As you get older, the decision you make is the reflection of how much you love yourself.

Truthfully, it’s hard to make this decision. But this is never an emotional decision. It took me the whole year to finally say “this is it”. I’m thankful for the two triggering moments back in Oct 2025 and Jan 2026. I am a global talent but over the years, I’ve seen too many doors closing in front of me that got me thinking, this company is the soil I can no longer see myself growing in a way that I want to grow.

I love my job, I have an incredible team that has my back through and through. I’m also really really good at what I do. Don’t get me wrong, it doesn’t mean this company is not a good soil. It is a good soil. It’s just not for me anymore.

And so I choose me.

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